Just some complains here and there...

Hmm... life's been pretty good so far... except for the minor blister on my left foot... passed my FTT and thus i am able to book my TP.. Cant wait to get my license, i cant say its always a dream to have a license as its too small to be a dream.. haha.. but, its part of my wishlist la.. so i guess with it down, the hitlist would soon get smaller and shorter and with less wishes in mind, i guess i would have more happiness?? Less wants = more things fulfiled?? = Happiness??
Alright, lets see... what more should i bitch about...
Alright, yay.. ATEC is confirmed, we are going overseas and the location is confirmed Taiwan... Yay... but what may be 100% cock sure in the whole world, confirm in a certain place which i have no need to name is definately less than 100%. And guess what, the 4day ATEC has just gained a whopping "1" in from of the 4 so i have a 14day POI deployment ex in Singapore... WOW, is that happening or what?? Way Cool man, thats the way man... And guess what, my Uncle's wedding is in the Midst of the ATEC and i AM THE EMCEE, but i am gone... WHAT THE FUCK...... And my specs, they are going to ORD during that time and they cant clear leave at one shot now... and some even need to extend a few days i think... So i guess, i hate it...
But lets not bitch so much about the future which is so uncertain.. its bound to change somehow or another... even the training prog for the next week is not confirmed, how can something so FAR away be a certainty?? Possibility, Probability and based on Statistics, chances that it will be as planned... NEVER.
ALright, lets talk about recent things, Combat Shoot.. i din get marksman... tho i got a personal score of 39/40... i hate my Plt HQ, the lack of effort after 2 times MURPHY... but wtf.. life's unfair... ROute March... hmm, alright, something to call for a celebration, for the first time in my life, after doing a route march more than 8km, i DID not have an abrasion... WOW.. thats a miracle... *A toast to world peace* And for some reason, i finished the route march with a red face, thanks to Mr Sunshine, but its not something anyone of us will appreciate... Seriously, the weather at Tekong yesterday WAS a killer, even i, someone who has survived, Brunei,Taiwan, cannot take it. Was feeling Shagged out after the whole thing... And the most amazing thing that happened yesterday is that, i enjoyed the river crossing... hmm... wet underwear, wet clothes, wet socks, blisters... why did i enjoy it?? After recovering and given a serious thought, my conclusion is that, either the unbearable heat cooked the organ which is used to analyse and make decision, or i just need to cool down...
But, the guys seemed to enjoy it. And using my analytical organ to analyse why, i guess its because its their first time... After doing something repeatedly over and over again, i guess, u wont enjoy it AT all and you may even just lose your mind...

Well, looking at my expenditure recently, i must say, i am using cash more than i am using toilet paper to wipe my ass. Fuck man, i need to control before i dun even have cash for toilet paper. Seriously using money like it comes free, sometimes i do look forward to jurong island because, i dun get out often and thus, i save more... Cant wait to meet my darling tomorrow, we are making breakfast together... lala... *Happi*