World of cock up

Well, if anything is more cock up then my unit, it can only be Singaporeans... Mr Blindy Won... Yay... i am so PROUD. Yes, i admire his courage, his efforts,his talents, (tho i feel that many more people have more talent than him tho lar... but anyway his singing is there somewhere lar...) but nope, definately no 'Mr I cant see a thing' on the Singapore Stage representing Singapore as a Superstar...

Anyway, i seriously am crippled... after the 32km route march with crossing water obstacles and i got presented another ICSB badge... yay... so great... -.-""" Hmm... maybe with my lame leg, i can win the next Project Superstar??? Anyway i was hoping by WALKING with my guys, my guys will perservere and push on forward to get the badge lar... WTF... so many fall outs and SO MANY from my PLATOON... Either i am such a lousy PC, which i think i maybe... or my guys are so so so so so so so so so so so so UNFIT. Fuck lar... whatever... I had enough of giving so much for the unit and the guys lar... screw it lar... grrr.... But in anycase i am kind of proud of someone in particular... I guess it had to be Jeremy la... given his back condition, which has been getting the better of him for so many occasions, i guess for him to complete 32km is indeed a feat... and he hasnt even completed 24km on the previous attempt... so i guess he deserves the respect from me...

na, seriously i dont think we are distanting due to any other reasons in particular lar... other than the fact that both of us are busy with different things and of coz i haven been out of camp much recently lar... so i will try to make it up to u as soon as i can alright?? gee... love u... ^^