a very productive day in the life of a nsf....

Alright.. today i woke up at 1230pm haa.. Darn slack and lazy lar... First thing i did was to go online and stephen smsed me to ask me if i had anything on lar.. eventually he came online and we talked for awhile until we decided to go out together but dunno where.. haha so thus we came to a decision to meet and den say lar... so met at citihall.. walk down citylink and den saw michael and went to suntec... walk walk walk walk and didnt know what to do. so we decided to watch initial d, but both marina and suntec was all left with front rows or single seats lar... so erm ya.. we gave it a miss.. i ate mac and we sat there and talk talk talk.. we were smsing everyone we knew to join us lar... but to no avail so we decided to walk to town from suntec... walk walk walk.. wah darn far... prep for 32km route march lar. On the way we went to PS to walk walk and as we wanted to see movie but also got no seat la... but we did see jeremy at Ajisen eating with his girl and den we left ps. We continued walking to town and suddenly a hand appeared infront of me and snapped... with a immediate twist of my head to the right, i saw OC! yep LTA Roger Neo haha... the world is so so so small... hhaaaa... yup... so many ppl as well. den we met up with his friends lar.. so i got to know 2 new person tho i nvr take their number alr... they are damn friendly lar... i only know them today, machiam we like good friends lar... haha... so cool... i like such people... ^^ yup.. and after that Zhichao joined us and than... we went to Cine foodcourt to eat and wanted to go club one lar. even liao asked us to enjoy ourself and eventually we didnt go lor and i went home...... and on the way b4 i reach home.. i saw 2 pri sch mates.. jade and bing ru( if i remember his name la)... tho i din say hi.. i think next time i should la...

Live-firing

Alright... seriously i think its a rather waste of time lar.. it is darn easy to get a marksman for this shoot lar... Pes C combat shoot is like... wah lau everybody was a marksman la... Even with a non zeroed weapon i can get abt 28/30 if i counted correctly lar... Seriously as a chamber safety, its different feeling from being a shooter lar... haha... last time was the person in the foxhole, yesterday was the biggest fuck in the chamber lol... quite a good feeling lar... alright.. there was alot of lag time.. because of the wait for nite shoot... But it eventually ended at around 8++ and we reach camp before 10 lar.... but Bravo OC refused to let the shooters go home la... so i called OC to talk to him but also cannot lar.. so no choice lar.. den i left camp around 1145 and took a cab back... and reached home around 1230am

thurs...

Didnt had time to blog... so i shall back-blog la.. heh... ok Na left for malaysia... tho she is back now... haha but i shall still blog about it... Its the 2nd time she left me for another country. but alright lar.. it isnt a long time and i was pre occupied by camp stuff... Spent the day at Pasir Laba IMT for the Pes C live - firing. Tho i dont know why must the chamber safety go to IMT tho lar..
ok, after tt went back to camp to find out that the ACCT lesson din had instructors and so we asked OC to cancel it and booked out at 4.
Met up with jo after that passed her my shuffle coz of her broken iriver tt broke her heart lol, she brought me to eat some hk steam rice thingy lar.. not too bad lar.. den walked aimlessly after tt and i went back to camp to eat mee pok with Chow. Sometimes i really enjoy talking to Chow lar... he is full of cock.. haha... talk to him damn happy one lea... had to sleep coz the nx day was live firing...

MAN's perspective

how to see u: u slack la...ask ur man to do all the shit
how to see u: i'm talking frm a man's prospetive...

If tts the man's perspective, i guess the commanders perspective would be...
CMDRs: They are all not human...

Yes i admit some shit work u cant get an officer or a specialist to do...
how to see u: u sir leh...ask u to direct traffic?? r they mad??
even u agreed...

Sometimes, there are alot of things commanders cant say... they have to suck thumb... they cant complain much... ok, some specs do complain, make a hell lot of noise, luckily mine dont...
I hate to say this but, cmon la guys, u guys dont call me for anything else except for off, tell me u will be late, request for leave... Do u know every nite on the book in nite itself how many of u fuckers call me and tell me u need more time.. u need to do something... got what fucking problem etc...
Sometimes, i wonder, is it really worth it to buy u guys things... give u all more welfare, be less harsh on u guys... what do i get?? more problems...

And i think Cpt Chua was a LIAR!! he lied to me that being a PC is the best thing of officership... The most challenging and rewarding job ever... BULLSHIT... CHALLENGING i admit... its not at all rewarding... sometimes i even hate going back to camp because i have to see their faces... omg... its that bad...

Do u guys ever know how much an officer have to do.. do u know how much prep,planning we have to do while u guys just laze and lie around in the bunk stiring up some problems... sometimes i even have to bring work back home la... wth... all u man know is tt i earn more than u, i have more privilleges, power...

I have to do so many jobs... be a father, counsellor, teacher, soldier, friend, brother... infact getting 1000 is being underpaid...

Grrrr....

*Gulps down the last drop of my Absolut Vanilla Sprite...

Happy Eva After

Today, i went to courts with mama, and papa... Its really been awhile since we r out as a family... i mean those who are closer to me will know why la... but, sometimes it seems like i dont realli have a immediate family, i only have a mum, my dad seems like just a tool my mum uses, but from the way i was brought up, i havent been taught by anyone in the family to like my dad's family... infact i onli see them once a year, and i hardly talk to my dad... can u imagine it. Living under one roof... but i hardly talk to him... Haix... Happy Father's Day Dad and happy Father's Day Mr Edward Ting Mun Ting(Deceased). Ok..
Hmm... guess its rather a happy ending so far... seriously i hope it stays this way... yesterday we went to celebrate her birthday, after spoiling her birthday on the day itself... we went to kbox... she kept choosing songs for me... normally i would think tt she just wanted me to die of sorethroat... but, after waking up early to read her blog i felt otherwise... ok, for me it felt like she tot it was gona be the last time, so she wanted to hear my voice more??? i dunno... but tts what i thought lar... so anyway, went shopping with her, chose her a book called Wicker. a suspense story!! guess its nice... gee... after tt, went shopping with her... Went to Blush!! not something i would normally do with any other girls.. i dont even go with my mum. lol.. but at least i learnt more abt bras nowadays??? ahahaha ok, back to the main topic... after tt, we sat outside blush and talked... well, the usual heart to heart talk that wasnt so usual recently... and as usual we sobbed... and ya u call me a wimp a sissy for all u wan... but yes, i am emotional and i cry alot... In the end, its still a happily together couple who are willing to try harder and push on. So whats next, dinner~~!! wanted to eat at so many places... but in the end, chose Country Manna... ok, we ate a combo again and frankly speaking, Country Manna, Kenny Rogers, TOny Romas serves almost the same things... and they are all found in suntec. haha.. Anyway, was sitting beside this SUPER RUDE woman. i guess she is rich spoilt taitai.. she was like shouting at the waiteress over some minor incident and was talking so freaking loud, machiam she owed the place.. Erm, ok, i mean even if she owned the place, she also shouldnt talk so loud.. In the end disturb ME from having my dinner happily... ok, so we din know where to go, so we walked around and went for some coffee and i fell asleep drinking coffee... omg... lol, i suddenly had the cravings to go Harry's but when i got there i din feel like coz i was tired.. but we saw Nick Shen singing at the open stage outside esplanade... His singing aint bad~~ went up to the roof top as well, nice place except abit crowded... Ya, went home after that. Today met her up for awhile and i guess its been a long time since we talked and laughed so happily in each other's presence. Its just like the good old days when we just started out together.. heh... i miss such good times.. And after talking to jo about Rosti, i have decided to cook that for Na, AFTER i bugged her sufficiently enough to know how to cook the Potatory thingy... Yea, talking about food, i also miss cooking with her, its something i enjoy doing with her.. Yes, i like cooking and i like it even if its alone... If u think i am sissy, or whateva girl-inclined, feel free but what i can tell u is, i can cook and feed myself even tho i am a jungle survivor and i can live without much food... Ok, whats wrong with me, i am rather aggressive and short fused.. lol.. but one thing for sure, i think i look cuter with my hair cut.

Tuesday with Pinky NA(s)

Yeah, NA(s) JoanNA first and later SheeNA And Yes Pinky... all 3 of us wore pink Hmm... I could get a free ipod shuffle... i wonder if its true lol... although i have my zen micro, i wont mind another mp3 player... Anyway, i thought i saw Bryan outside the Library that is near JEC, but i guess he doesnt recognise me lar... oh well... but he looks cool and quite different from camp... Yea.. met up with Jo as planned... But i just dont know why... whenever i go out with her we end up donno what to do... so we went to the library where i saw bryan and then played pool as planned again... and i can conclude, she hasnt improved much since the last time we played and i improved tremendously... i guess the mess at maju camp proved to be useful lol... Special thanks to Thye Heng and Kok Heng for their time and effort with me on the pool table in Maju Mess... ^^ went to JP after that. Then we saw TCS actors/resses such as Jack Neo, Huang Yi Liang, Xiang Yun.. they were filming something... probably another one of jack's movie... it involved the xiao hai bu ben boy too... =). Yes as i said, we din know what to do so we went walking around and settled down at MOS. (finally.... i was tired of walking) Ate my favourite Unagi Rice Burger!!! YummMy... we talked... and chatted... and liao tian... and of cos i shared my not so famous QIAN BIAN WEN DA TI with her and she went crazy and nearly bian me... ah.. expected... Den went WALKING in the super marts.. yea MARTS, both liberity and NTUC... omg... we are 2 bored people.. ya so... after that i met Na after her interview at north point!! our usual meeting place.. heh... And guess what, we were both wearing PINK.. and both Pink and white stripes... OMG... so qiao.. Qing Lu Zhuang hehe... den i was so full, i dont know why, but my appetite is going from bad to worse nowadays... i cant eat much... oh man... but i did eat something in the end... i ate the chicky pasta at delifrance... quite nice la.. but its still normal tho... lol... Next we went walking around and WE ATE ice cream... i feel fat... oh well... and we went home after that... next, after reaching home... did some SONG searching and talked to mama until i fell asleep in her room until now... hehe... havent been talking to mama alot... felt great... i love u mama....

Sing Sing Sing

Damn, i miss singing... i think i should go KTV more often... be it clean or dirty... haha... i just simply enjoy the feeling of singing out loud and being in an environment that is not toilet... haaaa
Yes i admit, i sing while bathing... but alot of people do that... Oh well, not just KTV, i think i should club more often too... dancing seriously destressed me alot man... and with the combination of drinking... wOOt... alot of problems could be solved.. just a teeny weeny problem... i suck at dancing..
Seriously, i've been thinking alot recently on so many things... particularly my future la... what should i do? what do i choose???

A True Love Story

Love story...

There was this guy named K was in love with this Girl N. But it wasnt until when she went to China for CIP that he realised how important she was to him...He was there at the airport to see her off and receive her when she came back... FInally one nite remember during one 0f the CNY days he told her online that he like her...She didnt say much but gave him the cold shoulder... despite the cold shoulder, she went out with him as usual... Still lying on his shoulder as usual... On valentine's day, he met her up after school... gave her her present and went jalan jalan with her... tried holding her hands, but i guess he didnt have enough courage... Finally while on the way back to her house, he tried holding her pinky and walked her home... The next day he went to her school's Fair to see her and go walk walk with her... From than on, nothing realli happened until 1st March... They went out as usual but this time to Waterfront at kallang... K didnt know why, but N's face was just so black. After walking for awhile, they sat down on some stool and K asked her why and pestered her to tell him... Finally N opened her golden mouth... and asked K this... "Why r we holding hands when we r not together, or should i say. We are holding hands butARE we together???" K didnt know how to answer her... All K did was think and think... All he could think of was 'i like her, i want her and i love her... ' Finally he plucked up his courage and told her in person " I like you." After mustering up so much courage, he meet with a downpour when she asked him "Why do u like me??" K's world collapsed and this was on his mind.."WHY ARE U TORTURING ME, N?????" This time he was at wits end, He tried means and ways to find reasons to convince N that he like her... But up in his mind, he didnt know why he like her coz there aint any reason to like someone, its a feeling only the heart feels.. Eventually, they continued walking around and soon as the sky got dark, they departed and K's hand was empty. He asked N if he could hold her hand, but she asked "Why?" again... K had enough of Whys and replied "Nevermind then." This time, N picked up K's hand and gripped in tightly. K was simply too happy to talk and they continued walking and boarded the MRT back to Yishun. On the way, N was lying on K's shoulder as usual and this time, K whispered into her ear,

K: "Will u be my girlfriend??"
N: "Why?"
K: "Because i love you..."
N: *Nods Head*

And after that they were together happily ever after....

And to all those reading, the main characters are me and na... ^^

Memories

Reading Jo's blog reminded me of the past... I miss school... i really miss the good old days especially during JC... I cant still remember the first day in YJC, damn... i totally never see another uniform of the same colour as me lar... AMKSS.. the TOTALLY green uniform can be seen from afar and i can confirm that i was the only one there... ever since my sec school days i was branded anti social la... luckily i met keith... he talked to me first and soon i got to know chunyu, melvin, blah blah... den went inside aeneas, first time i actually approached girls to talk to... come to think about it, i think i was a fool or just an idiot before going into JC... i must be missing out alot then lol... i just dont understand... it just doesnt explain how i have my way with words with girls now... Opps... ( Na dont kill me =p ) k la enough of side track.. back to the main topic... Soon, Zak, Shixiong, Jo, Vivien, Zixin, Bernard, Yaosheng, Gavin, Julia, Kumar,Jianwei all got into the picture... (Noticed Na is not here??) Rugby... wOot... first time in a sports CCA other than pri school badminton.. lol... dang cool sport, enjoyed totally... wanted to stay in YJ because of it, but thought my name and reputation is bad enough there... Nxt big thing on the list is... my daily routine... i will meet my ponten pals... they are none other than the 'notorious' Jo, the ever cute and pretty vivien, and the out of no where jianwei... Pool... its the thing we do most of the time.. town is the place i go to most often.. monstercue, and the shop under meridien which is now gone... is the place we pool most often... i shall be frank here la... i was then in love with jo despite the fact she had Don... Everyone could tell that i like her la... i even got a first 'vday' present from her... i was like her 'YJ Boifren' la but its just a title nothing came out of it anyway heh... Then, we went ice skating, but it wasnt a good experience, received a call from my mum n rushed to see my dying grandfather at TTSH... he passed away not long after i arrived... Left YJ, went to SRJC... now there are LOADS of AMKSS people.. lots of greenie... heh.. within a few days i already got myself into rumors that i like ah bao... omg... and it isnt even true... oh well... got to know aaron first... tom, bro, weequan, junjie... louis,... GOAT.. oh man.. the worst night mare.. the goat... lets not spoil my blog and talk about him... Got pulled into the Media Club and being the newest member, i managed to get myself into the position of the Club President.. NO IDEA how i did that. haha... Than, i started talking to Na on IRC.. ( now she comes in, i shall not say our romantic story here la.. *blush*)... After so much... i got together with her the year after... during j2 2 weeks after vday... Next was the prep for A's... havent been passing my maths... until i changed tutor... i must say he is good... and when it came to stats, i am the MAN... the MAN... Econs somewhere up there as well... and in the finale i got a British Broadcasting Corporation lol... Ah... i miss the past... i wonder about the future. i dread the present... =(

Force Commander

Force Commander EMR... Sounds good huh?? heh... Well, maybe it is... maybe not lar.. but seriously i really prefer being deployed compared to staying in camp... the chances of me getting shot by arrows are lesser here man... pHew... Arrows aside..
Wasnt very pleased with how they change the dates of back brief just like that... Cant they get it into their head, we are not happy with the way this place is being run... Nothing is ever confirmed everything is ever changing.. OH man... What could go wrong??? Thought so... So after the supposed backbrief we went to devils bar.. guess what, i nearly thought i went to an old folks home... exaggerating? i beg to differ, old men up on the bar dancing with the dancers, soon after fat and old women joined in the fun... no one is dancing even at 12min night. Everything is so quiet... so quiet that i was shy to dance much... it wasnt until around 0030 than the place started to turn on abit... phew... AT LEAST... den luke got drunk.. hmm... Oh well, i shall not say much in detail here... At least he managed to direct my PS to his house...

-Back brief- actual..
Woah... bad bad day... EVERY one is there... except our boss... nobody to help the 3 poor lambs from being slaughtered... And true enough we were slaugtered... luckily the butcher (CO) is in a good mood... phew... Din bleed much...
EMR.... seriously i wonder, do i look like a charitable person?? I dont open a charity organisation like NKF or Community Chest lea... Why do people come to me for Off, using super fucked up , lame and i am such a poor thing reason... Come on man... have a life... use ur brains... this is not your father's army and neither is it mine...

Almost forgot..

Almost forgot my password to my blog...
Nah, just over exaggerating... sometimes i think i have nothing to blog about...
Haix... actualli this past week has been quite something... 2NTM preparation... go out late at nite for supper and returning back to camp at only around past midnite... worst thing was the recee... no point at all... although it made me realise how dunearn and bukit timah and thomson rd and how PIE works... but wat happened that was still deep in the memories of my mind was the wala wala nite with ben, zhicao n stephen... it was a nite i couldnt forget and will not forget... one of the greatest bonding sessions i must say... tho i think Zhicao shouldnt drink so much beer... 2NTM didnt seem real at all... everything around us tells us that it didnt seem real at all... there isnt the mood set in placed, tho i was busy doing alot of things.., but my guys were like so relaxed except for pre 2ntm... anyway i am sad... realli sad...