Fallen...

It takes great courage to face the music...
Decisions were made,
Wrong they maybe,
But theres no time machine.

A fallen angel i may be,
But lucifer am i not.
Chances are slim,
But revival is what i desire...

Bliss

I how long never blog already sia... haha... ah... if there is anything better than anything, its the feeling of being in love... kinda weird coming out from a guy la.. but i guess, its true lar.. and its time i be a SNAG la.. haha... been through quite alot of things recently, busy camp scheduel, lucky helmet incident, field camp where it wasnt much of a field camp... And a nice trip to JB less the little traffic commotion and much more... Had a wonderful driving lesson today... i guess its wonderful because i am getting the hang of driving... clutch in, put to gear 1 , accelerate to 1500rpm, half clutch, release, change to gear 2, signal right, change lane, half vehicle body at the road shoulder, full lock and do a U-turn... its like some formula sia... haha... but anyway, i did like 30 u-turns today lar... haha...
Frankly speaking, being in a relationship for quite sometime, it tends to gets boring and effort is needed to spice up to relationship and i guess, with our combined efforts so far, it has been nice and i finally find back the feeling i had when we were just a couple of months together... hehe... love ya dear... the feeling of being so in love ahhh..... is just so blissful.(if theres such a word)
We had quite a bit of fun these days and were cooking for the past 2 days... haha... pretty simple fare, but its enjoyable to cook with her and just laze around together... lalalaaa...
Back to my helmet incident... Question: What are the chances of you getting hit by a kevlar helmet in the training shed?? I guess most would think its pretty impossible to get hit right? but guess what? a got hit by a flying helmet... wtf... and i wasnt the target... so as u can see, being too tall isnt so great after all...
Field camp, except for the rain which i was caught in and the mosquitoes and the feeling of not being able to bathe, it just doesnt seem like one.. haha... just kind of too slack.
Johor Bahru, hmm.. what a great change it had. but, maybe because i bery long never go into JB already and its becoming nicer la.... tho i still prefer the singapore shopping... but one thing amazes me la... the people sell pirated videos like pimps looking for customers... not very good tho. went for a seafood dinner and we ordered so many things.. 2 pepper crabs, oatmeal prawns, lots of crayfish, sting ray and a couple more dishes la.. and its actually pretty cheap la... and its yummy.. =) but rather sinful.... The highlight--- massage... its was like a comedy la... luke was so ticklish and half the time at the foot massage, he was fighting the funny monster... haha... but its rather pain la... not really my type of enjoyment...
ok, thats all for now..... love ya dear...

cook cook cook

Its been awhile since we cooked... so we cooked again... haha... was actualli planning to go to the beach... but... my leg abit limping and the weather hasnt been gd lar... and it rained heavily lar... so ... lucky.. hhe...
was actualli deciding to cook seafood porridge... but... in the end, theres mince meat, tou kua, mushrooms, prawns, and dumplings.. and guess what... mummy said our dumplings are nice... nicer then outside one lol... maybe if i realli cant find a job.. i can sell dumplings... haha... but lets not think abt tt first... so... went town and had yoshinoya... its been awhile since i ate there too... was looking for her beads to sustain her earring craze.. haha.. hopefully her earrings sell... all the best darling... love ya.

Penguins

The March of the Penguins... Not the type of shows i would watch in a cinema lar... Coz its a documentary... Its like just saying the lifestyle of penguins lar... so ya... i think it should be a discovery channel show lar... haha.. Its like, saying how the different tribes of penguins gather together on land at the time of the year where the moon meets the sun and guided by their instinct and with the light of the Aurora, they move by foot to their sacred breeding ground where they pair up and mate. They battle the cold and tormenting blizzard and protect their young and watch them grow...
Thats just part of it lar.. wanna know more, go watch urself.. haha
But the baby penguins are freaking cute lar... OoOooOO... SOO FURRY... haha

World of cock up

Well, if anything is more cock up then my unit, it can only be Singaporeans... Mr Blindy Won... Yay... i am so PROUD. Yes, i admire his courage, his efforts,his talents, (tho i feel that many more people have more talent than him tho lar... but anyway his singing is there somewhere lar...) but nope, definately no 'Mr I cant see a thing' on the Singapore Stage representing Singapore as a Superstar...

Anyway, i seriously am crippled... after the 32km route march with crossing water obstacles and i got presented another ICSB badge... yay... so great... -.-""" Hmm... maybe with my lame leg, i can win the next Project Superstar??? Anyway i was hoping by WALKING with my guys, my guys will perservere and push on forward to get the badge lar... WTF... so many fall outs and SO MANY from my PLATOON... Either i am such a lousy PC, which i think i maybe... or my guys are so so so so so so so so so so so so UNFIT. Fuck lar... whatever... I had enough of giving so much for the unit and the guys lar... screw it lar... grrr.... But in anycase i am kind of proud of someone in particular... I guess it had to be Jeremy la... given his back condition, which has been getting the better of him for so many occasions, i guess for him to complete 32km is indeed a feat... and he hasnt even completed 24km on the previous attempt... so i guess he deserves the respect from me...

na, seriously i dont think we are distanting due to any other reasons in particular lar... other than the fact that both of us are busy with different things and of coz i haven been out of camp much recently lar... so i will try to make it up to u as soon as i can alright?? gee... love u... ^^